Hi ladies, firstly I would like to say good luck to you all during this hard and frustrating time.
Me and DH have been TTC for over 2 years it is so hard for us both and I understand how difficult it can be for all of you!
This is our first month of using the clear blue digital opk's and i was so excited to see my smiley face, I've got to say it brought a huge smile to my face too! I was feeling really confident until i started testing from around 5 dpo (yes i know its super early but i just can't help myself) anyway i stopped testing at around 9 or 10 dpo as i was sick of seeing BFN's
i now have one test left and am around 12/13 dpo but im scared of seeing another BFN. I can't help but think I'm out this month as I've been having af cramps from around 7dpo sometimes they get quite bad, DH caught me crying over them one morning. My last cycle was 27 days but there all different im now on CD31 so im guessing af will probably land her broomstick on CD32 and im really dreading her ugly face I've managed to pull through the all these months but this time i feel i can't bare the disappointment and hurt again :'( i just feel its not fair how women who aren't even trying or don't want children [removed as per forum rules] fall pregnant really easy but the women who would do anything to have children have such a hard time. I'm really loosing hope this month i also feel like im letting DH down as he always dreamed of a big family and its putting pressure on our relationship
Me and DH have been TTC for over 2 years it is so hard for us both and I understand how difficult it can be for all of you!
This is our first month of using the clear blue digital opk's and i was so excited to see my smiley face, I've got to say it brought a huge smile to my face too! I was feeling really confident until i started testing from around 5 dpo (yes i know its super early but i just can't help myself) anyway i stopped testing at around 9 or 10 dpo as i was sick of seeing BFN's
i now have one test left and am around 12/13 dpo but im scared of seeing another BFN. I can't help but think I'm out this month as I've been having af cramps from around 7dpo sometimes they get quite bad, DH caught me crying over them one morning. My last cycle was 27 days but there all different im now on CD31 so im guessing af will probably land her broomstick on CD32 and im really dreading her ugly face I've managed to pull through the all these months but this time i feel i can't bare the disappointment and hurt again :'( i just feel its not fair how women who aren't even trying or don't want children [removed as per forum rules] fall pregnant really easy but the women who would do anything to have children have such a hard time. I'm really loosing hope this month i also feel like im letting DH down as he always dreamed of a big family and its putting pressure on our relationship
