Although this may sound a bit defeatist, I really am starting to give up I suppose it's really hard when you want something that bad. It seems to be taking forever and I really empathise with people who cannot concieve or it has taken years for them and I apologise if this sounds selfish. I just get my hopes up so much that I can't really think of anything else! After going to the doctors last week and her saying it could be IB I'm kind of hopeful but too scared to take a pregnancy test just incase it's BFN. Just feeling very low atm. FX I guess!