going mental and feel really depressed/jealous.

[Kristin52]

I love all you girls on here, I really do.
this forum, even with the drama fights, is the best thing to have happened to me since I was like 9 weeks pregnant, wow time flies!

but now that I'm down to the final couple weeks, I'm really starting to get depressed.

As some of you may know, I'm trying to jump start my labor. Because I'm just over it.
-Kidney stones that are about 5mm in size, OUCH!.
-A new infection every other week.
-Appendectomy at 35 weeks (not fun)
-And now my depression is starting to set back in, big time.

I see all you wonderful ladies having your beautiful children each day, and don't get me wrong, I couldn't be more happy for you
..I'm just starting to get really depressed.

I just want to have my son, and go and have all my problems be taken care of, because for some unknown, ungodly reason my doctors will not do anything to help me, even though they "care oh so much". PFT.



I'm just feeling down ladies.

 

[NewAtThis13]

Awwwwww huge I can't imagine being in your shoes going through all that!! You sounds incredibly strong and you will have your little boy with you soon enough!! ( I know it doesn't seem that way!) Try and keep your head up and know that the end of pregnancy is so close! You are doing an amazing job!

 

[Kristin52]

Awwwwww huge I can't imagine being in your shoes going through all that!! You sounds incredibly strong and you will have your little boy with you soon enough!! ( I know it doesn't seem that way!) Try and keep your head up and know that the end of pregnancy is so close! You are doing an amazing job!

thanks!
I'm seriously just mentally and physically drained from it all.
and I wish my doctors would stop thinking I'm "just saying this" because if they don't start listening to me soon, I might have a mental breakdown.

 

[youngmommy2]

massive hugs kristin I can totally see your frustration and thats ridiculous that your doctors won't atleast induce you.. I'd be begging for it at this point..definitely tell them about your depression right now, that may help your case and hopefully they will do something for you. Once little man is here youll be able to get yourself sorted out and youll feel much happier! pm me if you need to talk at any time

 

[NewAtThis13]

I don't see how they could think you are just saying that... I sometimes feel like I'm having a breakdown and I haven't had near as many issues as you've had!!
You deserve a nice pregnancy massage or spa day or something like that!!! Do they offer any around where you live? Or maybe even just a nice relaxing day with friends at home, watching girly movies and eating really tasty food and fun non-alcoholic drinks!

 

[Kristin52]

massive hugs kristin I can totally see your frustration and thats ridiculous that your doctors won't atleast induce you.. I'd be begging for it at this point..definitely tell them about your depression right now, that may help your case and hopefully they will do something for you. Once little man is here youll be able to get yourself sorted out and youll feel much happier! pm me if you need to talk at any time

Thanks Meg And thankfully my doctors haven't flat out said they think I'm just saying this to get them to help me move along faster. But everytime I bring it up, it just feels like I'm getting blown off.

I have another appointment on Tuesday, and hopefully this doctor will listen to me.

 

[Kristin52]

I don't see how they could think you are just saying that... I sometimes feel like I'm having a breakdown and I haven't had near as many issues as you've had!!
You deserve a nice pregnancy massage or spa day or something like that!!! Do they offer any around where you live? Or maybe even just a nice relaxing day with friends at home, watching girly movies and eating really tasty food and fun non-alcoholic drinks!

I might have to do that, with myself! hahaha.
everyone gets on my nerves anymore. no joke.
I wish you ladies lived by me, I'd say lets all of us go!

 

[disney doll]

hang in there hun x it sounds like you have had a really rough time and it's no wonder you are feeling low with all the physical health problems you have been through. You have come a long way and the end is in sight for you x

 

[Kristin52]

hang in there hun x it sounds like you have had a really rough time and it's no wonder you are feeling low with all the physical health problems you have been through. You have come a long way and the end is in sight for you x

just doesnt feel like it.