I just want to say sorry, and I can't say I know how you feel. But I was once that teen and my boss you, i fell pregnant at 18 and she couldn't have children (naturally), she went on to have a gorgeous little girl though (with the help of IVF), just a year after I had my son, but still to this day the guilt eats at me, there I was 18 and pregnant, not by choice but by accident. I will never ever regret having my gorgeous little boy. But now 8yrs on and actively TTC #2 and getting worked up about AF coming every month, I am now understanding more and more what she went through and the way I must have made her feel. I hope you get your BFP soon. Lots of BD to you x