If you've been following my recent posts you know I've been having some complications with the baby. And you may. Know how it is destroying me. But if that's not enough, my wedding is 10 days away and one of my servers quit (I only have 2) and one of my bridesmaids backed out. I'm absolutely losing my mind. My life is falling apart at the seams. I could handle the wedding setbacks if I knew the baby is ok but I won't know til Monday.