Having one of them nights

[Brionybaby]

A song just came on on the telly, Lupe Fiasco- Superstar and it just reminded me of the days when i was 14 and used to listen to this and now i just wanna be able to go back in time and be 14 again, no worries, no stress just always having a laugh with friends at school and weekends camping and being daft getting excited over a bottle of WKD or something.. Its just weird how so much can change in the space of 3 years.
Don't get me wrong i love my little girl to pieces and she's the best thing thats ever happened to me and i can't wait to meet her but sometimes i want to go back to being 14, i had great friends who were always there for me and now it just seems like i'm doing everything on my own because of how much i've changed in the past 3 years.
I really want to just turn back time and of never have changed the way i did, like miss school etc just so i'd have the same great friends i had back then who would be great for Scarlett to meet.
I know i just sound silly in all of this saying i want to be 14 again :L But i'm just having one of them nights where i think back to everything.
On a good note though Scarlett's kicking me because i have the laptop near my bump the little madam Love the feeling of her little kicks