VickyLou
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Sorry this might be long.
I have just found out I am pregnant with number 2, roughly 5-6 weeks. It wasn't planned and it's such a shock. I had a baby in November last year after trying 8 years to get her. I wanted more time with her on her own before I even thought about another baby. I wanted to watch her grow and develop for a little while, I wanted her to have a birthday and Christmas on her own that she understood. Plus I don't think I am ready to be a mother of 2 under 2 year olds. I wasn't 100% if I wanted anymore or not myself. I feel so guilty. Plus my other half was adamant he didn't want anymore kids, he was happy with our little girl. She had such a shitty start in life too, months of pain because doctors wouldn't listen to me when I told them she was suffering with severe acid reflux and a milk allergy.
I saw my GP on Monday who has sent me for bloods on Tuesday and again tomorrow to check my HCG levels. She thinks it could be a possible ectopic as I've been having sharp stabbing pains in my right side since before I did the test. I have to wait till next Thursday to get the results and then she will call the hospital to get me in for an early scan! I hate all this waiting.
I've ended up telling a few family members cause I just needed to talk to someone about it that isn't my other half. The more I talk about it the more I'm getting used to the idea but I don't think my other half is. He's gutted, devastated in fact. He really didn't want anymore.
I just need to hear from people that have been in this situation. Like I say I'm really I. Shock right now, I never thought in a million years I would get pregnant again straight away after trying so hard to get my first.
Please any advise, I would greatly appreciate it.
I have just found out I am pregnant with number 2, roughly 5-6 weeks. It wasn't planned and it's such a shock. I had a baby in November last year after trying 8 years to get her. I wanted more time with her on her own before I even thought about another baby. I wanted to watch her grow and develop for a little while, I wanted her to have a birthday and Christmas on her own that she understood. Plus I don't think I am ready to be a mother of 2 under 2 year olds. I wasn't 100% if I wanted anymore or not myself. I feel so guilty. Plus my other half was adamant he didn't want anymore kids, he was happy with our little girl. She had such a shitty start in life too, months of pain because doctors wouldn't listen to me when I told them she was suffering with severe acid reflux and a milk allergy.
I saw my GP on Monday who has sent me for bloods on Tuesday and again tomorrow to check my HCG levels. She thinks it could be a possible ectopic as I've been having sharp stabbing pains in my right side since before I did the test. I have to wait till next Thursday to get the results and then she will call the hospital to get me in for an early scan! I hate all this waiting.
I've ended up telling a few family members cause I just needed to talk to someone about it that isn't my other half. The more I talk about it the more I'm getting used to the idea but I don't think my other half is. He's gutted, devastated in fact. He really didn't want anymore.
I just need to hear from people that have been in this situation. Like I say I'm really I. Shock right now, I never thought in a million years I would get pregnant again straight away after trying so hard to get my first.
Please any advise, I would greatly appreciate it.