I know i will probably sound really horrible but i feel so anxious and confused at the moment... me and baby's father broke up weeks ago as we just dont get on any more and now i cant even speak to him without feeling sick or if he mentions the baby i feel like i'm trapped and panicky i cant stand it i feel like i just need to be left alone for a while to sort out my head and my emotions as i'm scared if this carries on it will affect me bonding with my little man... I feel like everything i do with regards to baby i have to consider how he would feel even things like buying him a babygro like everyone will judge me for leaving him out if i do one little thing without consulting him but i cant stand him! i really cant he lies all the time and slags me off so people glare at me in the street and all i'm trying to do is make allowances for him and now its made me feel like this like the baby doesnt even belong to me he belongs to him and i cant make any decisions for myself about the baby. just feel so down dont know if its normal hormones or something more but does anyone else feel like this??