I don't know what to do! Am I just scared of having another mc or what? I go from wanting another baby to feeling like I should be happy with what I have. I have a 5 yr old, 3 yr old and 18month old. I just had a mc with my 4th pregnancy which we were using the natural family planning method but I never took too much care in keeping track so it was not a total shock when I discovered I was preggers. However I freaked out and my OH said "maybe we brought this on ourselves" Really, he was meaning maybe you brought on the mc because it took me a good week to accept my pregnancy and get real excited about it. He was fine with having a 4th but I was scared that we could not afford it, what if we can't give them everything they deserve etc. Now, I am so confused. I was devestated when I lost the baby. I don't want to go through that again but I want another baby. Am I being greedy? has anyone else felt like this?