InvisibleRain
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Hey All,
My Name is Rain (been a nickname for almost 10 years now, so i may as well use it
)
I'm 22 years old, Living in Perth, Western Australia with my beloved Fiance', Samuel (Sammy). We have been together for 5 years. December 24th 2009 he asked me to marry him!
. We live together with 2 cats. I'm a stay at home House wife and artist.. Can't find a job around here and no where near a job in the art industy. 
.. yet the "Hubby" tells me he likes me being home when he comes home, so it's nice. Sam works in Security in the cities casino complex. He plans to join the police force.
I don't drive, i have a very large fear of it.. but i'm slowly trying my best to.
Ever since i was old enough to know where babies came from i had never wanted kids, i could say the same for marriage... but things change don't they!?... Ever since i met Sam (both each others first.. and last
) my mind had changed about marriage! ...
but still not about having kids, i despised them!.. i really did... i couldn't even stand seeing a baby bump! i'd feel sick if ever saw one.... but.... like i said; late 2008......
I saw a very dear friend of mine who i hadn't spoken to in a long time, we caught up via; Facebook (bless that site! lol)... and i invited her over, she came with her almost 1 year old son.... ever since then, my whole world changed. It wasnt because she had one, No of course not.... if i could tell you why ever since that day my thoughts had change i would. But i just don't know!........
Soon i was wanting a child with Sam, after all these years saying "i don't want kids" "never!!" "drop the subject" "get.. F*****"..... all of those nasty responses once the matter came up in conversations!....
all year 2009, i'd be smiling at kids i'd see in the shopping malls, jealous of baby bumps. constantly thinking of one. Constantly talking to sam "imagine playing out the back with him all army like with water guns!"... (Sam was in the army at 17... Worst time of our lives.. but he discharged and came home to me)... I'd be talking about it with him, and he'd smile too.
Late 2009; Sam came home from work.... i was sitting at the computer drawing and he tells me "let's have a baby".....
Me: What!? are you serious?
Sam: ...... maybe (i swear he was smiling and blushing)..
we'd go into a deep conversation about it, and we decided that 2010 we'd start trying to concieve.
I went off the pill around January... and it's now our second month TTC.
So that's all about me for now!
Thankyou for reading!
My Name is Rain (been a nickname for almost 10 years now, so i may as well use it
)I'm 22 years old, Living in Perth, Western Australia with my beloved Fiance', Samuel (Sammy). We have been together for 5 years. December 24th 2009 he asked me to marry him!
. We live together with 2 cats. I'm a stay at home House wife and artist.. Can't find a job around here and no where near a job in the art industy. .. yet the "Hubby" tells me he likes me being home when he comes home, so it's nice. Sam works in Security in the cities casino complex. He plans to join the police force.I don't drive, i have a very large fear of it.. but i'm slowly trying my best to.
Ever since i was old enough to know where babies came from i had never wanted kids, i could say the same for marriage... but things change don't they!?... Ever since i met Sam (both each others first.. and last
) my mind had changed about marriage! ...but still not about having kids, i despised them!.. i really did... i couldn't even stand seeing a baby bump! i'd feel sick if ever saw one.... but.... like i said; late 2008......
I saw a very dear friend of mine who i hadn't spoken to in a long time, we caught up via; Facebook (bless that site! lol)... and i invited her over, she came with her almost 1 year old son.... ever since then, my whole world changed. It wasnt because she had one, No of course not.... if i could tell you why ever since that day my thoughts had change i would. But i just don't know!........
Soon i was wanting a child with Sam, after all these years saying "i don't want kids" "never!!" "drop the subject" "get.. F*****"..... all of those nasty responses once the matter came up in conversations!....
all year 2009, i'd be smiling at kids i'd see in the shopping malls, jealous of baby bumps. constantly thinking of one. Constantly talking to sam "imagine playing out the back with him all army like with water guns!"... (Sam was in the army at 17... Worst time of our lives
.. but he discharged and came home to me)... I'd be talking about it with him, and he'd smile too.Late 2009; Sam came home from work.... i was sitting at the computer drawing and he tells me "let's have a baby".....
Me: What!? are you serious?
Sam: ...... maybe (i swear he was smiling and blushing)..
we'd go into a deep conversation about it, and we decided that 2010 we'd start trying to concieve.
I went off the pill around January... and it's now our second month TTC.
So that's all about me for now!
Thankyou for reading! 
Welcome to BnB!
