Gah, I hate times like these. I'm having serious anxiety issues today (more like paranoia) because it feels like history is repeating itself. A couple that we know that gave birth two weeks after our m/c last August wants to meet up with us at the coffee shop Friday evening. They only want to meet up when they need something or have news to share. Woman's intuition is telling me they're pregnant again. I know I'm running on a bunch of if's but: what if I do get bfp again and yet again m/c right before they give birth? What if I watch them go 2 under 2 and still no baby on my end? What if they m/c and they ask us to be there for them after the blatant cold shoulder attitude they gave us during ours? (They called to ask if we'd go to the hospital to meet the LO, told them the news and all we got was "that sucks..so are you still coming?" like as if we told them I stubbed my toe, after that it's like it never happened and got the baby shoved in our faces something awful) I know it's a lot of maybes but my mind is running in circles. I don't know if I'd be able to be around for this pregnancy but at the same time I can't help but feel guilty because it's not their fault we're having issues conceiving. This is going to be a toughy. I hope for once my gutt feeling is fooling me but it rarely ever does. Luckily DH and I already have a plan that if a bfp announcement does come up, we have the "we can't stay too long because we have something in the oven, the literal one" Thanks for letting me rant.