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Hi All,
Well, just like the title says - I feel horrible emotionally. It's been this way since shortly before my positive test. I'm happy to be pregnant, and I'm getting married this Sat, so I'm happy about that too, but I still feel so sad and depressed. I feel like I can barely talk to my fiance, like I just want to stare at the wall or something, and at work, I feel like all my coworkers all dislike me. I never did well on birth control (clearly) because of the hormones, so I'm assuming this is basically the same deal. But it really blows. I feel so freaking negative about everything. I feel like I'm not financially prepared for this pregnancy (both my fiance and I have good jobs, but we live in the Bay Area, CA where 95% of people are forced to live paycheck to paycheck because of absurd cost of living), and my family is far away, and I just feel lost, and almost disturbed that something is growing uncontrollably in my body. Does anyone else feel this way or am I the lone loon here?
Well, just like the title says - I feel horrible emotionally. It's been this way since shortly before my positive test. I'm happy to be pregnant, and I'm getting married this Sat, so I'm happy about that too, but I still feel so sad and depressed. I feel like I can barely talk to my fiance, like I just want to stare at the wall or something, and at work, I feel like all my coworkers all dislike me. I never did well on birth control (clearly) because of the hormones, so I'm assuming this is basically the same deal. But it really blows. I feel so freaking negative about everything. I feel like I'm not financially prepared for this pregnancy (both my fiance and I have good jobs, but we live in the Bay Area, CA where 95% of people are forced to live paycheck to paycheck because of absurd cost of living), and my family is far away, and I just feel lost, and almost disturbed that something is growing uncontrollably in my body. Does anyone else feel this way or am I the lone loon here?