I had a c-section for my first baby a year ago and I felt totally cheated after. I wanted a natural birth so badly. When I found out I was pregnant all I could think about was the birth and how wonderful it would be and how I would be passed my baby and my husband and I would be crying with joy. It didnt go like that at all. The reason I had a c-section was because he was breech at first. They did turn him but he didn't engage and I didn't go into labour so I have never felt a proper contraction or anything. I am gutted. It still makes me so upset to this day. I still feel there is a part of me missing some how.... I am now 17 weeks preg again and have been told I have a low laying placenta. I know I have very chance that this will move up but everyday I worry that I will have to have another one and will never push.........Im not too posh to push. I know I sound selfish as I have a healthy wonderful child who really is an angel and this one is growing normally and as is going well but I just can't help it. Did anyone else feel like this?