Okay according to my calculations I am possibly 9 or 10 dpo today (and not 11 as I originally thought). And I don't know what it feels like to actually BE pregnant, but HOW can I FEEL so pregnant and STILL be getting BFNs?? My bbs are sore, achy, sensitive, shooting burning pains through them. Last night at 11:00 pm I was laying in bed STARVING (and I shouldn't have been) and the thought of chocolate chip pancakes popped into my head. I don't really like pancakes. And then I imagined them topped with peanut butter. And bananas. And crispy bacon. I was almost drooling. My jaw is aching, I had heartburn, I feel like crap. How can I feel so icky and pregnant and not be getting positives! This is infuriating! If I'm NOT pregnant than my body is pure pure evil!! Maybe its the IC company...maybe they're playing a cruel trick on me and sent me fake tests...lol...okay yes I'm losing it...