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Is it just me or are any of you ladies feeling really needy in the last few weeks???
My fella has just finished work on paid holiday til mid Jan - so I'm used to being on my own in the day while he's at work...
But he's at a work 'do tonight and the original plan was he was gonna be getting the last bus home at about half 11....
Then I got a phonecall from him and he was all like - "do you mind if I stay out in town after work party and stay at a mates and come home in the morning?" (I know the friend so its nothing that I would worry about like 'that' iykwim...!) And me being my normal self I wouldn't have minded in the slightest He's free to do what he wants, as am I, and thats how its always been!
But I felt like I was saying "yea babe thats fine have fun!" through gritted teeth and forced enthusiasm!
Idk... I'm usually fine with stuff like this - normally I wouldn't even bat an eyelid! but right now I just feel all needy and lonely!!! Its usually him thats all clingy not me!!! I nearly burst into tears when he said he wasn't coming home and I don't know why!!
Arrrgh! Damn hormones!
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Is it just me or are any of you ladies feeling really needy in the last few weeks???
My fella has just finished work on paid holiday til mid Jan - so I'm used to being on my own in the day while he's at work...
But he's at a work 'do tonight and the original plan was he was gonna be getting the last bus home at about half 11....
Then I got a phonecall from him and he was all like - "do you mind if I stay out in town after work party and stay at a mates and come home in the morning?" (I know the friend so its nothing that I would worry about like 'that' iykwim...!) And me being my normal self I wouldn't have minded in the slightest He's free to do what he wants, as am I, and thats how its always been!
But I felt like I was saying "yea babe thats fine have fun!" through gritted teeth and forced enthusiasm!
Idk... I'm usually fine with stuff like this - normally I wouldn't even bat an eyelid! but right now I just feel all needy and lonely!!! Its usually him thats all clingy not me!!! I nearly burst into tears when he said he wasn't coming home and I don't know why!!
Arrrgh! Damn hormones!
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