I don't give it much thought now, I think wanting to have children and to be pregnant has pushed it a lot out of my mind, however, I would like to know if there is anyone out there with similar thoughts. As I have said, I have always had to some extent anxiety. Even when basically 99% well, there are always some certain fears in the back of my mind, childbirth is one. I just can't get over the fact that a baby is going to come out of somewhere so small...It sounds awful but it seems unnatural (I know, it is the most natural thing in the world), but I have always been strange about things go through areas that seem too small. I know to some extent most women are a bit scared of childbirth, but I don't know if anyone have a bit of a dread as I have. Having said that, it feels a lot less, as i said before I think it is because I want it so much. I told my doctor and she said with a smile: well a baby has to come out one way or the other. I liked the simpleness of her answer. So I love the idea of getting pregnant, having a baby etc, but I admit I have a fear of childbirth, and even a bit of a fear of being very pregnant, liked sort of trapped (strange I know ) You see? That is what stupid anxiety and worrying does for you, it creates problems where there isn't any, as I am not even TTC let alone pregnant. SIGH.