i am a total wreck!

[kirstybumx3]

what is wrong with me?
just sat reading old messages from the last 4 years that me and OH sent to each other, good and bad.
we split for a couple of months, about 2 years ago... and they were the most horrible months of my life, even though i acted fine.
now as soon as i saw those messages again i should have stopped reading but i didnt, now all the hurt i felt back then came flooding back, along with worry that i might one day lose him again.
with a mixture of how lucky i am for us to be in the situation we are now in, stronger than ever and expecting our first child.
my emotions are all over the place!!
im so happy/sad/worried all at the same time... and CANT stop crying!!

DAMN YOU HORMONES!!!!

 

[Whimsy82]

Delete those bad emails!!!

 

[tubs]

I agree, delete them. Take some deep breaths and let go. With every out breath, say goodbye to the past and hurt. With every in breath, breathe in the happy good times of the present and the excitement of the future.