i cant decide what to do??

[littlelinnies]

i was thinking about starting a creative writing course one day a week for a couple of hours! but sis would look after my son for me and my daughter would be at school.
but as its edging closer to tuesday ( the day i'm suppose to enroll) i'm starting to get scared about meeting new people and i'm feeling selfish for leaving freddy for a few hours with my sister.. what do you think i should do? hmmm should i go for it? or not lol