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I swear, I'm so split, lol.
Two months ago.. My ex and I were TTC. Woowwww, I thought I would've been preggo on the first go because of how much and how much and how much. I had my cycle days on point too, I have 31 day cycles, I would crosshair my ovulation day, just everything. But in June, my cycle came, as expected, the 6th. Lasted just 4 days I believe. But then in July, I started on the 3rd, a little early, but super light and for 4 days. However.. like I said, he's my ex, and he's incarcerated at the moment, and to be honest, I don't even remember the last time we BD'd, and I know we used protection for a little while before, well, we didn't.
Now, I was due on the 2nd thru the 6th of this month (deviation for general cycle fluctuation) and nothing.
Normally, my boobs get sore before it comes, not even that. No cramps, just some fantastic cravings for chocolate and sweets, and I have indeed been satisfying those cravings, lol. But I keep telling myself I'll be back to normal when the crimson tide unleashes, but I've been waiting for two weeks now and I guess I'm still just waiting. I've been normal *all* year so far, and I can't imagine why things would randomly switch up now. AND!! I don't know the caliber of the pregnancy test administered at MEPS (military entrance and processing station), but I was given one there, and since I haven't been disqualified, I'm guessing everything was okay.. and it's the military, I'd think they'd have some pretty reliable equipment, but who knows when it comes to preggo tests anymore? I hear of all kinds of slipups and they did take blood but I wasn't told it'd be screened for a pregnancy.
Anyway, this two week offset isn't my norm and I'm just beginning to wonder. You know? OF ALL THINGS! And at all odds! And what's even crazier is that I *told* myself jokingly at one point, "haha watch, I'm going to the Air Force and I bet I'll turn up pregnant"
and I don't even know how it could possibly be, especially since I stopped tracking everything but yeesh. I could use a little red, here. No offense to anyone who wants to be preggo, or anything. I just decided that since it hadn't happened to me, that I would enlist and go from there and maybe plan it for the future, you know? But oh, man. Never in my life would I, could I, imagine jinxing my own self.
Any ideas? Anything anyone can say or offer to ease my mind? Because I'm so close to buying a test myself, but I don't want to waste money and wakeup to Ms. Flo. I have the tendency to jump right before I'm supposed to.
Two months ago.. My ex and I were TTC. Woowwww, I thought I would've been preggo on the first go because of how much and how much and how much. I had my cycle days on point too, I have 31 day cycles, I would crosshair my ovulation day, just everything. But in June, my cycle came, as expected, the 6th. Lasted just 4 days I believe. But then in July, I started on the 3rd, a little early, but super light and for 4 days. However.. like I said, he's my ex, and he's incarcerated at the moment, and to be honest, I don't even remember the last time we BD'd, and I know we used protection for a little while before, well, we didn't.
Now, I was due on the 2nd thru the 6th of this month (deviation for general cycle fluctuation) and nothing.
Normally, my boobs get sore before it comes, not even that. No cramps, just some fantastic cravings for chocolate and sweets, and I have indeed been satisfying those cravings, lol. But I keep telling myself I'll be back to normal when the crimson tide unleashes, but I've been waiting for two weeks now and I guess I'm still just waiting. I've been normal *all* year so far, and I can't imagine why things would randomly switch up now. AND!! I don't know the caliber of the pregnancy test administered at MEPS (military entrance and processing station), but I was given one there, and since I haven't been disqualified, I'm guessing everything was okay.. and it's the military, I'd think they'd have some pretty reliable equipment, but who knows when it comes to preggo tests anymore? I hear of all kinds of slipups and they did take blood but I wasn't told it'd be screened for a pregnancy.
Anyway, this two week offset isn't my norm and I'm just beginning to wonder. You know? OF ALL THINGS! And at all odds! And what's even crazier is that I *told* myself jokingly at one point, "haha watch, I'm going to the Air Force and I bet I'll turn up pregnant"
and I don't even know how it could possibly be, especially since I stopped tracking everything but yeesh. I could use a little red, here. No offense to anyone who wants to be preggo, or anything. I just decided that since it hadn't happened to me, that I would enlist and go from there and maybe plan it for the future, you know? But oh, man. Never in my life would I, could I, imagine jinxing my own self.
Any ideas? Anything anyone can say or offer to ease my mind? Because I'm so close to buying a test myself, but I don't want to waste money and wakeup to Ms. Flo. I have the tendency to jump right before I'm supposed to.