Al Syr
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I have 2 children. One just turned 3 and the other is 14 months old. They are a handful! Lately I have been thinking I am done here and these 2 are all I need, but then in the back of my mind I always remember I really wanted 3 total, not now, just eventually, but even that eventually turned into a maybe never.
My period was due a week ago, I had been terrified at the idea of 3 so close together. I have been so stressed these last few days. Two days ago I took a test and it was negative, I felt some relief BUT my period has not yet come and my breast have been sore and I have been feeling very tired. So since I have still not got my period I started thinking maybe a 3rd now would not be so bad at all, then I remember how much I love tiny newborn pudgy babies and then I got excited about a new baby. Well today after all that excitement built up I took another test and it is still negative and now I am sad. I feel crazy. Now I do not know what I want . . . and now I am worried because I have never missed my period (except for the times I was pregnant in the past), so now I am thinking there must be something wrong with me, my health.
My period was due a week ago, I had been terrified at the idea of 3 so close together. I have been so stressed these last few days. Two days ago I took a test and it was negative, I felt some relief BUT my period has not yet come and my breast have been sore and I have been feeling very tired. So since I have still not got my period I started thinking maybe a 3rd now would not be so bad at all, then I remember how much I love tiny newborn pudgy babies and then I got excited about a new baby. Well today after all that excitement built up I took another test and it is still negative and now I am sad. I feel crazy. Now I do not know what I want . . . and now I am worried because I have never missed my period (except for the times I was pregnant in the past), so now I am thinking there must be something wrong with me, my health.