mamawanabe21
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I officially hate the person TTC is turning me into.
SIL has just let us know she's in labour, and baby will be here shortly if the speed of the labour progressing atm is anything to go by; tonight or tomorrow at latest.
Fantastic, right?
So why am I so jealous that I'm finding it so hard to be happy for her?I burst into tears and I know it's selfish, but I'm just frustrated and can't get past the envy because we've been TTC for so damn long now, and it's just not happening.
Probably doesn't help that two of my BFF's have just had a baby, my brother's gf had my nephew a couple of weeks ago...there're babies everywhere. Everywhere but my uterus, that is.
Eurgh.
I think I'm officially a bad person.
SIL has just let us know she's in labour, and baby will be here shortly if the speed of the labour progressing atm is anything to go by; tonight or tomorrow at latest.
Fantastic, right?
So why am I so jealous that I'm finding it so hard to be happy for her?I burst into tears and I know it's selfish, but I'm just frustrated and can't get past the envy because we've been TTC for so damn long now, and it's just not happening.
Probably doesn't help that two of my BFF's have just had a baby, my brother's gf had my nephew a couple of weeks ago...there're babies everywhere. Everywhere but my uterus, that is.
Eurgh.
I think I'm officially a bad person.