So tonight is the first night I can see my boy kicking and feeling him on my hand. I've been feeling him move for a while now, but tonight was the first hand kick. I was laying on my bed and had my hand on my stomach, all of a sudden out of nowhere he kicks the crap out of my hand. I jumped, threw my hand back and freaked out. Since then I am terrified to even have my hand on my stomach because that feeling completely freaked me out. I feel bad too, I should be excited for those feelings but im terrified. Is that normal? I hope I can get used to it, right now im just starting at my stomach completely freaked out seeing it twitch and move. AHHH!