MommyGrim
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My daughter goes to see her grandma (FOB's mom) twice a week so I can get some schoolwork done and so I get a much needed break. And I'm breastfeeding her, so I have to pump alot, and for some reason I've been having problems pumping milk for her so I wasn't getting as much milk as I needed for her to leave (7 oz, and I only got 5) so I figured that I could put in two oz of formula and it wouldn't really effect her, since I've only done it one other time. Well, I mixed up the formula and added it to her milk to feed her and everything seemed fine... but when her grandma brought her home she was in different clothes, and she didn't have any of her blankets with her. Her grandma said that after she fed her she started just throwing up (not spitting up, THROWING up) and I guess she just wouldn't stop. We ran her a bath and while she was sitting in there enjoying herself, I started bawling my eyes out I feel like a bad parent because I can't pump enough milk and it's all my fault that she threw up everywhere. She looks so sick, and like she's in so much pain and it's all my fault!
Sorry it's so long, I just needed to get it off my chest...