beth30
2 Rainbow Boys and Preggo
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Hello. This is my first post. I am Momma to an almost 4 year old boy named Aaron. I thank my lucky stars for him everyday. I MC right before him, and twice after. Both the last part of 2010. The thing I want to write about is jealousy. I am not a jealous person...normally. But each time I have MC, pregnant women have been in my face....they're popping up everywhere. I try to be happy for them, and some of them I truly am happy for, but others...ohhhhhhhh, the others. There are 2 ladies, and 1 younger girl who I despise... and normally I like them really well. As soon as I found out they were pregnant, I totally had a change of heart. I was GREEN with jealousy... and still am. I never want anyone to have to go through MC. It's a hard thing to deal with, and I will always remember the feeling I got. So why is it so hard to be happy for those girls, who have never mistreated me in any way, and who probably want their babies just as much as I wanted mine?