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Let me start by saying I have PCOS. I don't know how relevant that is, but it could be the whole cause of this.
A few months back I started feeling like my period was coming on. I went about my business all prepared for it. Nothing. Ok, its just a little bit delayed, whatever. So a few more days go by, nothing. So I decide to take a test, since ovulation comes 1st, I thought maybe. Not that we were trying. Negative. I thought I was wrong and it just wasn't that time of the season for me. But PMS stuck around and now I was starting to get sick. Since the test was negative so I figured I was really just getting sick, and maybe that's what started the whole thing in the first place. But I kept getting sick. And I had gas coming out of both ends, and I had heartburn like you would not BELIEVE. So I thought maybe, just to be on the safe side I should take another test. Which was also negative.
So I waited another few weeks. And I was getting meaner and grumpier and just feeling more uncomfortable. I felt like everything inside was moving around. It didn't hurt, but it annoyed me to no end. Felt no better. Just worse.
So one day I notice (mind you, I'm a big girl already) I noticed a small bump forming in my fat. Its like all the fat I gained in my ribs a few months back had all of a sudden slipped down into the bottom of my tummy. 'Great' I thought. I had been eating better and working out and had actually managed to lose a few in the weeks prior to this. And even a little bit during the beginning. Still eating right, still taking vitamins, still working out, but now gaining weight. 11lbs of weight.
So now I think something is really up. And to the drugstore I go. Positive. I couldn't believe my freaking eyes. A POSITIVE!?!? That can't be right. Four months of negatives and now its telling me positive. So I set up an appointment. By the time the appointment had come, like 2 and a half weeks later, I start my period. All that pms'ing finally delivered my a** hole of a period wrecking my excitement. I was devastated. It started, I kid you not, the day my sister told me there was NO WAY I could be pregnant, because I have PCOS, which I know isn't true, but... Then out came AF. B*tch.
My symptoms finally had eased, altho I still get a little sick here and there, and my bowel movements have been...interesting, to say the least, but I put the thought away. I never took another test. Thats a lie. I took a test that turned out to be faulty. So I figured whatever, you had a period. Its over. The Dr, when I did go wouldn't even look to see because I was on a period.
So a few weeks go by, my period was from the 11th-19th, a bit longer than usual, bit lighter, and smelling WAY worse, but it was there. Most of it I didn't even need any period protection, pretty much just at night and when I went out in public, not tryna have any red stained clothes, ya know.
Fast forward to today. I started feeling something. Something I have felt a few times but way stronger. I felt it standing outside the grocery store with my dog waiting for my boyfriend. Thought nothing of it, until a few hours after I got home and felt it again laying down listening to my boyfriend rant about something or other. It really seemed like it reacted to his voice. I told him what I was feeling. He got excited and asked if he could feel it too. So I put his hand where it was and it moved to a different spot. He was kinda sad. Then we were all cozy watching a movie and I told him it was "flooping" again. (it was the only word I could think to describe it) He tried again. This time it stopped. Then he started rubbing my back and told me he knew it was there the whole time. He's believed I was pregnant the whole time, despite everything. He never mentioned this to me. While he was rubbing my back it started again and just as quickly stopped. Now I'm kinda conflicted. I don't know what to think. So I want to know what YOU think, if you made it all the way thru, that is.
Do you think despite EVERYTHING you have read, the negative tests, the period, do you think there is any chance? I mean, should I waste my money on a test or am I crazy. I'd be somewhere in the fifth month. I look like I could be, but what was the whole period thing about. And if it was a baby, how could it have survived everything its been thru? My hcg levels would probably be way down, 3 months easy before I got a positive test tells me that. I have PCOS. I bled for Christs sake.
Well, I guess this is long enough. Please tell me your thoughts.
A few months back I started feeling like my period was coming on. I went about my business all prepared for it. Nothing. Ok, its just a little bit delayed, whatever. So a few more days go by, nothing. So I decide to take a test, since ovulation comes 1st, I thought maybe. Not that we were trying. Negative. I thought I was wrong and it just wasn't that time of the season for me. But PMS stuck around and now I was starting to get sick. Since the test was negative so I figured I was really just getting sick, and maybe that's what started the whole thing in the first place. But I kept getting sick. And I had gas coming out of both ends, and I had heartburn like you would not BELIEVE. So I thought maybe, just to be on the safe side I should take another test. Which was also negative.
So I waited another few weeks. And I was getting meaner and grumpier and just feeling more uncomfortable. I felt like everything inside was moving around. It didn't hurt, but it annoyed me to no end. Felt no better. Just worse.
So one day I notice (mind you, I'm a big girl already) I noticed a small bump forming in my fat. Its like all the fat I gained in my ribs a few months back had all of a sudden slipped down into the bottom of my tummy. 'Great' I thought. I had been eating better and working out and had actually managed to lose a few in the weeks prior to this. And even a little bit during the beginning. Still eating right, still taking vitamins, still working out, but now gaining weight. 11lbs of weight.
So now I think something is really up. And to the drugstore I go. Positive. I couldn't believe my freaking eyes. A POSITIVE!?!? That can't be right. Four months of negatives and now its telling me positive. So I set up an appointment. By the time the appointment had come, like 2 and a half weeks later, I start my period. All that pms'ing finally delivered my a** hole of a period wrecking my excitement. I was devastated. It started, I kid you not, the day my sister told me there was NO WAY I could be pregnant, because I have PCOS, which I know isn't true, but... Then out came AF. B*tch.
My symptoms finally had eased, altho I still get a little sick here and there, and my bowel movements have been...interesting, to say the least, but I put the thought away. I never took another test. Thats a lie. I took a test that turned out to be faulty. So I figured whatever, you had a period. Its over. The Dr, when I did go wouldn't even look to see because I was on a period.
So a few weeks go by, my period was from the 11th-19th, a bit longer than usual, bit lighter, and smelling WAY worse, but it was there. Most of it I didn't even need any period protection, pretty much just at night and when I went out in public, not tryna have any red stained clothes, ya know.
Fast forward to today. I started feeling something. Something I have felt a few times but way stronger. I felt it standing outside the grocery store with my dog waiting for my boyfriend. Thought nothing of it, until a few hours after I got home and felt it again laying down listening to my boyfriend rant about something or other. It really seemed like it reacted to his voice. I told him what I was feeling. He got excited and asked if he could feel it too. So I put his hand where it was and it moved to a different spot. He was kinda sad. Then we were all cozy watching a movie and I told him it was "flooping" again. (it was the only word I could think to describe it) He tried again. This time it stopped. Then he started rubbing my back and told me he knew it was there the whole time. He's believed I was pregnant the whole time, despite everything. He never mentioned this to me. While he was rubbing my back it started again and just as quickly stopped. Now I'm kinda conflicted. I don't know what to think. So I want to know what YOU think, if you made it all the way thru, that is.
Do you think despite EVERYTHING you have read, the negative tests, the period, do you think there is any chance? I mean, should I waste my money on a test or am I crazy. I'd be somewhere in the fifth month. I look like I could be, but what was the whole period thing about. And if it was a baby, how could it have survived everything its been thru? My hcg levels would probably be way down, 3 months easy before I got a positive test tells me that. I have PCOS. I bled for Christs sake.
Well, I guess this is long enough. Please tell me your thoughts.
