My LO is quite a fussy baby, not sure if its for any other reason then she just is always unhappy bc she is literally always crying. Well lately she has gotten to where when she cries she does this high pitch squeal and throws herself backwards. Ugh I need a break, and my fiancee is in Iraq so I have to do this all by myself. I literally get so frustrated sometimes I just want to put her in her crib and go outside so I cant hear her. I dont like feeling this way, but Im having such a hard time coping. I hope Im not the only one that feels this way. Dear Santa: For Christmas can I please have some patience....Im all out.