I feel so alone

[LoveCakes]

Basically what the title says.

At the moment I have the Mirena coil in to try and reverse the atypical endometrial hyperplasia (essentially pre-cancerous cells). Although the Dr said there's an 80% chance of this working and then we can move on to clomid I'm so scared it won't because then my options are live with a 1/4 chance of getting cancer or have a hysterectomy.

I can't find anyone on here who has been through the same thing and it's making the ltttc so much harder as I'm scared that even if it's ok, we still have fertility treatment to go through.

Two close friends have announced this week too they're pregenant with their second in the time that we've been trying and it'll be late summer before we can even start. I feel like no-one understands and while I know that's a bit dramatic I can't also help feeling like I want to scream.

Sorry for the sad post I just needed to put it into words. x

 

[heres_hoping]

I am not in the same situation as you, but wanted to send an understanding hug...I too feel very alone, but for different reasons. I am trying and struggling to conceive no 2 after our first son died in September 2011. I feel nobody else gets the grief mixed with LTTTC mix.

I'm sorry for all you are gong through xx

 

[pinksprinkles]

Hello hun. :wave: Lots and lots of hugs to you. I also don't have the same condition as you, but I know how hard it is to deal with everyone being different. For many very personal reason, my husband and I have chosen to do home-IUI's instead of having my RE do them. No matter how much I search on BnB, I still haven't been able to find a single other person who is doing the same thing. It definitely makes the journey a lot tougher, and it is hard not having someone to talk to who has been through it, especially on days where you are worried or have questions.

80% is a very, very good statistic. I will keep you in my thoughts. And when you do get to fertility treatment/medicated cycles, I know you will find many, many women on here to talk to.

 

[mysugarpie]

I am sorry to hear you feel alone, I don't have the same condition but I certainly understand the heartache and feeling like everyone around is getting pregnant so easily. I will keep you in my prayer and keep your chin up, I have to believe god has a plan for us.

 

[mysugarpie]

Pink sprinkles, I noticed your post and wondered about the at home iui?

 

[pinksprinkles]

Hi mysugarpie! :wave: I will message you back on my home-IUI thread.

https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/p...1690377-diy-home-iui-anyone-else-doing-4.html

 

[LoveCakes]

Thanks for the responses girls. I guess everyone has their own journey and even people going through the same procedures will have different experiences as their life is different.

heres_hoping so sorry for your loss

Good luck to everyone, I hope everyone's journey ends is the same place no matter what the route, with babies to cuddle.

 

[DESPONDENT]

hugs all round ladies...
Even though all our journeys are different we still feel the same pain, anger, frustration and disappointment as we have the same ultimate goal. This site has given me sooo much support as it is the only place I dont feel alone and where I can talk to someone other than DH as no family /friends know we are TCC for 2 years now.
Im going in for my third IUI on Saturday and am feeling so down. Despite all the advise to be positive and not stress, I cant help it. I just feel like if it was going to work, then it would have by now. It almost like I am doing it for the sake of doing it and I know its not going to work Just cant help feeling like such a failure....