hi
well basically i feel so disgusting because i have turned into a big fat waste of space!
this is my story very briefly
i have never been a size 0 but i have always weighed around 9-10 stone so quite slim but since losing my baby in january 2008 almost 18 months ago i have REALLY let myself go i have put on 4 stone and feel really miserable
i am a size 16-18 in clothes and wear the same thing all of the time because i am too embarrased to dress nicely and people that i havent seen in a long while are totally shocked of my appearance and have even commented on it i recently had our 1st wedding anniversary party and all the guests were looking at me for the wrong reasons i didnt even dare get up and dance because my fat just hangs everywhere! thats how bad it is making me feel
i have been to see my doctor about losing weight and he just said eat healthy and exercise its not that easy though is it when you have no will power
i cant use the excuse "its because i lost my baby" because this happened almost 18 months ago i have no determination to lose weight and have no energy to do anything it takes me all my time to do something simple like get out of bed in the morning to go to work
i dont even feel like going to work anymore but the bills wont pay theirselves
i know that the reason i got like this in the first place is because of what happened to me with the baby but there is no reason why i cant sort it out now
every monday i start a new diet and by the very next day ive said fuck it and given up
i did have a gym membership but let it go because for one i wasnt using it and for two i couldnt really afford it
has any one else lost a lot or even a little bit of weight? and if you have how did you do it and how long did it take ?
if you have examples of what you ate throughout the day then that would be useful
any advice will be appreciated thanks girls x x x x x
well basically i feel so disgusting because i have turned into a big fat waste of space!
this is my story very briefly
i have never been a size 0 but i have always weighed around 9-10 stone so quite slim but since losing my baby in january 2008 almost 18 months ago i have REALLY let myself go i have put on 4 stone and feel really miserable
i am a size 16-18 in clothes and wear the same thing all of the time because i am too embarrased to dress nicely and people that i havent seen in a long while are totally shocked of my appearance and have even commented on it i recently had our 1st wedding anniversary party and all the guests were looking at me for the wrong reasons i didnt even dare get up and dance because my fat just hangs everywhere! thats how bad it is making me feel
i have been to see my doctor about losing weight and he just said eat healthy and exercise its not that easy though is it when you have no will power
i cant use the excuse "its because i lost my baby" because this happened almost 18 months ago i have no determination to lose weight and have no energy to do anything it takes me all my time to do something simple like get out of bed in the morning to go to work
i dont even feel like going to work anymore but the bills wont pay theirselves
i know that the reason i got like this in the first place is because of what happened to me with the baby but there is no reason why i cant sort it out now
every monday i start a new diet and by the very next day ive said fuck it and given up
i did have a gym membership but let it go because for one i wasnt using it and for two i couldnt really afford it
has any one else lost a lot or even a little bit of weight? and if you have how did you do it and how long did it take ?
if you have examples of what you ate throughout the day then that would be useful
any advice will be appreciated thanks girls x x x x x