hey ladies - I posted in the TTC forum - but I feel like I know many of you better after spending the past month with you - so I wanted to share here as well...:
No, this is not a typo. YES I am celebrating a BFN. Confused?? LOL!
OK - Here's why - I unfortunately miscarried last week - well the baby died the week before so it's been nearly 2 weeks. My HCG levels were horrid so never got very high, but I didn't know how long it would take for them to reduce.
The GOOD news in all the misery, is that my body is ready to Ovulate again, now that the HCG has dropped. This means that my BFN indicates I can think about trying to get pregnant again! So while the last few days have been miserable and sad - the shining moment here is that I am ready to start anew. Ready to turn the leaf and look forward to my next, hopefully healthy, pregnancy.
This will probably be the last time you see me celebrating a BFN - and I'm not sure you've seen many people celebrate it in the past .... but I am now.
I'm hoping I will ovulate this month - though I need to check with my Dr because they said no BD for 14 days, and that might be a problem if we want to try. (I had a D&C on Friday) - I'll see if they'll allow me to at 10 days instead of 14...
we shall see - in any event, it's the start of something new, and I am looking forward to the journey I'm truly back in TTC and look forward to it now..
In closing - I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON!!!
Love you all..
No, this is not a typo. YES I am celebrating a BFN. Confused?? LOL!
OK - Here's why - I unfortunately miscarried last week - well the baby died the week before so it's been nearly 2 weeks. My HCG levels were horrid so never got very high, but I didn't know how long it would take for them to reduce.
The GOOD news in all the misery, is that my body is ready to Ovulate again, now that the HCG has dropped. This means that my BFN indicates I can think about trying to get pregnant again! So while the last few days have been miserable and sad - the shining moment here is that I am ready to start anew. Ready to turn the leaf and look forward to my next, hopefully healthy, pregnancy.
This will probably be the last time you see me celebrating a BFN - and I'm not sure you've seen many people celebrate it in the past .... but I am now.
I'm hoping I will ovulate this month - though I need to check with my Dr because they said no BD for 14 days, and that might be a problem if we want to try. (I had a D&C on Friday) - I'll see if they'll allow me to at 10 days instead of 14...
we shall see - in any event, it's the start of something new, and I am looking forward to the journey I'm truly back in TTC and look forward to it now..
In closing - I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON!!!
Love you all..