armywife03
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I feel like a horrible person for even writing this. I have no one to talk to and I feel like if I do I will be judged.I have suffered many miscarriages and am very blessed to even carry this baby. My husband and I have 3 girls together and I just found out we are expecting a 4th girl. This will be my last pregnancy and I was really hoping that this would be our boy. My husband really wanted a boy so bad. Not to mention both of his brothers wives are expecting and they are carrying boys.
As soon as the tech told me it was a girl I felt sad immediately . I should be happy that the baby is healthy but all I can think about is its not a boy. I keep thinking I am only 15 weeks maybe they are wrong but there are clearly no boy parts I am now worried I will not bond with this baby and Im hating myself for it! I know I need to just be happy because I am so blessed to have healthy children Thank you for listening.
As soon as the tech told me it was a girl I felt sad immediately . I should be happy that the baby is healthy but all I can think about is its not a boy. I keep thinking I am only 15 weeks maybe they are wrong but there are clearly no boy parts I am now worried I will not bond with this baby and Im hating myself for it! I know I need to just be happy because I am so blessed to have healthy children Thank you for listening.