I hate TTC :(

[ajr1990]

As title says it, I hate TTC
So first thing this am my temp went UP.. and I tested.. super faint line like the rest of my cycle(evaps?) .. but then I started bleeding. So just for peace of mind, I went and had my repeat beta done.. the first one two days ago ZERO..and with AF/bleeding started.. I expected the same but still was holding a little hope because in the time of waiting for the results today I tested 3 more times.. and I feel the line gets darker. . BUT now test results in and blood work still ZERO! What in the world!!!
I def see these lines on these IC.. but now feel they are not real. Stupid tests. I hate TTC I almost want to give up and just NTNP.

 

[krissie328]

I see them too hun. I get them on mine as well. They are definitely not the quality they use to be.

I'm sorry you are having a hard time. Maybe ntnp for this cycle will help you recharge. Ttc is a journey and not always pleasant. Sometimes a break is a good thing.

 

[JLM73]

ajr You are the ONLY person I know that got a + on a digi with beta of 0????
Pls make your doc tell you what other things they can test for that may be causing this, cuz I seeee the lines!

 

[Conundrum]

I see them as well, so sorry all of this is going on. Do what's best for you, if you want to take a break take one, if you do not then don't. We will be here with you every step of the way. Eventually this journey will just be a memory, when you hold your LO

 

[dinky]

I can see them too! It's strange that your getting faint lined with no hcg in your system. I've never had these on ics and I've been using them for about 7-8 years. Only time I've had faint lines that that is after my d&c when the hcg hormones were just leaving my system. I ordered a fresh batch of ics and the faint line was gone. Maybe you could order some more? Ntnp will defo benefit you for the next cycle or 2 and lower your stress levels. I got really stressed out with the faint lines last cycle as I'd had a mc and the hcg took a while to get out my system so this cycle I am Ntnp and won't test until af is due. I tested 3 times a day since before I even ovulated last cycle as I was waiting for my bfn and it drove me crazy comparing all the lines!

 

[sdc010905]

Thats insane-i totally see the lines but bloodwork is so accurate. I jave got these lines before on ics bit usually with a chemical fading out or some reason like that and betas would have shown something for me. I gave up ics and use goid tests now but have to limit myself as theyre so expensive.

 

[starryjune]

So sorry, hon. How confusing and heart-wrenching. You might have a bad batch of HPTs... I'd throw those out and buy new ones.