of being overweight of eating shit food of wearing crappy clothes of having horrible hair and nails of looking like im sleep deprived this is IT! SICK OF IT! my gym membership direct debit goes out on friday and then its off to the gym every bloody day if i have to! i AM going to wear a skirt this summer and its NOT going to be size 16. no more shit junk food at 10.oo at night, no way this is it. attitude change means weight loss and i desperatly need to do it before i get pregnant again. i will be thin, i will wear nice clothes and i will look beautiful.... or ill die trying!!!!