i just cant relax and enjoy my new bfp

[rooster100]

Hi Girls.
I found out on saturday that i was pregnant again. i found out i was pregnant almost a year to the day last year but lost it in july at 12 weeks. My tests have been positive but faint and i feel periody all the time! I am terrified im going to lose this baby as well and can hardly believe im pregnant (it took 13 cycles to concieve again) because my test was so faint im terrified of a chemical pregnany....I dont want to test again as im scared. Im 3 days over my af date and im never this late so i know im pregnant....i guess this little rant is to ask is it normal after a loss to be this frightened of losing the baby? im almost convienced it will happen and i will lose it again and thats not a good thing. Did anyone else feel like this after a m/c?
Thanks for listening xx

 

[Jen02004]

I totally understand! This is my first pregnancy after my miscarriage in march. I am 5 weeks pregnant and I have already called my doctor freaking out! I was very nauseas and had breast tenderness all of last week and suddenly on Saturday it all went away!! My doctor said that my lab levels looked good last week and that it is normal for symptoms to come and go this early. But I can't relax until I know everything's ok so I am going in tomorrow to check levels again. I am so scared I am miscarrying again. This is about the exact same time in my last pregnancy that I miscarried. So, needless to say I understand your anxiety and fears!! I wish the best for you with this pregnancy.

 

[rooster100]

Thanks Jen, I think I'm losing the baby though. My bb have stopped hurting and I have thick brown discharge. Will go to my doc later. Have called in sick to work x

 

[Jen02004]

I'm so sorry! I know how hard this must be! I am still waiting on my test results. I am also unsure if this pregnancy is viable. I still have no symptoms and am having lots of cramping. Hopefully we will both be strong enough to get through whatever happens with our pregnancies. Hang in there.