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I want my little girl back where she belongs Its not meant to be this way! I keep thinking about everything that happened, from the day I tested after not having a period for 2 years to the day I gave birth and her funeral! I wish I could do most of it all over again....
Even if I knew the outcome would be no different I would still do it and I would make the most of seeing her, getting as many cuddles as I possibly could.... and taking as many pictures as I could...although It would never be enough I just want to see her for one last time and give her a big kiss and cuddle....thats what mummys do right?! I would also change a few things about her funeral....! I just cant believe one minute I was fine and then 4 hours later she was here so silent but so perfect I want to know what its like to see your babys eyes and feel her breathe on your chest, I want to hear her cry and see her smile....
I miss her so much! I do tend to cope ok day to day....but sometimes it just hits me and i cant believe I have a little girl that isnt even with her mummy
I have a stupid body to top things off and im sick of people popping babys out right, left and centre and I cant even have a period I just want a break from everything! I deserve a break! Ive lost my dad, my grandad, numerous cousins, an aunty & of course my little girl!! I just cant believe how unlucky my cards are!
Sorry I had to get that out!
Donna xxx
Even if I knew the outcome would be no different I would still do it and I would make the most of seeing her, getting as many cuddles as I possibly could.... and taking as many pictures as I could...although It would never be enough I just want to see her for one last time and give her a big kiss and cuddle....thats what mummys do right?! I would also change a few things about her funeral....! I just cant believe one minute I was fine and then 4 hours later she was here so silent but so perfect I want to know what its like to see your babys eyes and feel her breathe on your chest, I want to hear her cry and see her smile....
I miss her so much! I do tend to cope ok day to day....but sometimes it just hits me and i cant believe I have a little girl that isnt even with her mummy
I have a stupid body to top things off and im sick of people popping babys out right, left and centre and I cant even have a period I just want a break from everything! I deserve a break! Ive lost my dad, my grandad, numerous cousins, an aunty & of course my little girl!! I just cant believe how unlucky my cards are!
Sorry I had to get that out!
Donna xxx
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