after a series of high temps, cramps and diarrah, my temps dropped this morn - af due on fri.. I cant go on with this ttc anymore.. its tearing me apart. another month, nothing. Have never in my life felt so down. Im usually such an optimistic person. Friends are falling pregnant all around me, smokers, overweight, birth control for 10 years. Here we are fit, healthy and doing absolutely and taking everything...spending a fortune on acupuncture and vits. I really feel like I want to move to a forgein country and get away from everybody until I come back pregnant. This hurts so much..