I know how lucky I am but.....

[lesh07]

x

 

[Destiny08]

its not selfish at all. its tough having a plan in mind and having to deal with it not working out the way you wanted it to, no matter how many kids you have already.

i have a history of depression and DH and I have been trying 6 months so far for baby number 2, so i know how easy it is to slip back into it whilst ttc. i cant imagine having to wait so long for that bfp.

good luck, i really hope you get your bfp soon