never thought I'd be here because I swore up and down that Molly was going to be my only child, but last night I had the MOST vivid dream I've ever had in my life about Molly and a little boy who was my son playing. He was so gorgeous....I picked out boy names when I was pregnant just in case, and he had that name! He had a teeny afro...oh god now I feel incomplete without him. How ridiculous is that?!!? I want my little Octavian It'll probably never happen but oh well. I just wanted to get it out of my mind and plus you ladies will probably understand my craziness.