SarahJane - I haven't been part of this post for a while but I just wanted to say how horribly sorry I am for your loss

All these feelings that all of us shared on here - they are wrong....I hate myself for being so bitter and jealous. And this makes me feel even worse

Its wrong, it's disgusting....but this is still how we feel. This is nature.
I hate myself for thinking just because someone had a BFP even if they lost a baby - they are still luckier because I can't even have that. Then, when I try, just for a second, to imagine WHAT it must be like to burry your own baby....Oh my God - I never want to have a BFP - so I will never have to go through this.
Please, please don't leave this forum. We are here for support. Some posts get out of hand because these bitter, twisted emotions get hold of us. But these are exceptions! Please stay with us! Im really sorry if anything we have said offended you! And I just want to wish you strength to live through this dreadful experience
On a note of baby costumes - I can't remember where we were, but I think it ma have been Canada. There was one of them souvenir shops with all sorts of bits and pieces. One of the babygrows said on the front "iPood"

I really wanted to get one but then supersticion got the better of me
