eque_price
Mother of 2
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Hey All
Sorry to post a vent session so close to xmas but I can not help it. I am finding the bigger I am getting the more sensitive I am getting. Everything is bothering. My size is hindering everything I do and exhausting me beyond words. I feel bad because I am growing a wonderful baby with in me and don't want to rush it but I fed up with being a beached whale. My 2 year old daughter is going cold to cold. My husband has a nasty cold making him a crusty jerk... So all this on top of my endless chores combined with me constantly fighting something off making me even more tired on top of already being tired
The constant 'you are looking chubby, plump, full' and so on comments are getting to me to. I was not big to begin with and am smaller this pregnancy then my first so what the heck is the deal with them! They say it in fun supposedly but honestly do you think I want to here remarks like that at 33 wks!
My family is upsetting me and the closer xmas gets and the birth of my child the more upset I am getting. My sister who used to be my best friend is no longer some one in my life. She chose her molesting (I was his victim so many yrs ago), cheating, mentally abusive husband over me. My brother married this girl and no longer speaks to me. To wrapped up with her (pussy wiped) to bother with his little sister. He can not even make a little effort for his niece. No interest what so ever. My mom moved out east and does not give 2 shits about her grandchild or my pregnancy. I have been with my husband for over 6 yrs and she has never met him! I thought we had worked it out but apparently not. My dad and stepmom are the only ones who take some interest in my life but they live 4 hrs away and even that I must persue to keep their interest there.
I feel so sad and lonily. I am very family oriented and my family does not care. My hubbies is better but they are not my family Top that off with a 2 year old going through a bit of a temper stage and tons of little things bugging me. Little things that are so trivial but are still upsetting me. I don't know how to deal with all this anymore. I am exhausted and worn out and want a vacation but time and money will not permit that.
Coping ideas or your thoughts would be wonderful before I become a heap of tears
Sorry for the novel but thanks so much for listening. I have no close friends to vent and talk to either...
Sorry to post a vent session so close to xmas but I can not help it. I am finding the bigger I am getting the more sensitive I am getting. Everything is bothering. My size is hindering everything I do and exhausting me beyond words. I feel bad because I am growing a wonderful baby with in me and don't want to rush it but I fed up with being a beached whale. My 2 year old daughter is going cold to cold. My husband has a nasty cold making him a crusty jerk... So all this on top of my endless chores combined with me constantly fighting something off making me even more tired on top of already being tired
The constant 'you are looking chubby, plump, full' and so on comments are getting to me to. I was not big to begin with and am smaller this pregnancy then my first so what the heck is the deal with them! They say it in fun supposedly but honestly do you think I want to here remarks like that at 33 wks!
My family is upsetting me and the closer xmas gets and the birth of my child the more upset I am getting. My sister who used to be my best friend is no longer some one in my life. She chose her molesting (I was his victim so many yrs ago), cheating, mentally abusive husband over me. My brother married this girl and no longer speaks to me. To wrapped up with her (pussy wiped) to bother with his little sister. He can not even make a little effort for his niece. No interest what so ever. My mom moved out east and does not give 2 shits about her grandchild or my pregnancy. I have been with my husband for over 6 yrs and she has never met him! I thought we had worked it out but apparently not. My dad and stepmom are the only ones who take some interest in my life but they live 4 hrs away and even that I must persue to keep their interest there.
I feel so sad and lonily. I am very family oriented and my family does not care. My hubbies is better but they are not my family
Top that off with a 2 year old going through a bit of a temper stage and tons of little things bugging me. Little things that are so trivial but are still upsetting me. I don't know how to deal with all this anymore. I am exhausted and worn out and want a vacation but time and money will not permit that. Coping ideas or your thoughts would be wonderful before I become a heap of tears
Sorry for the novel but thanks so much for listening. I have no close friends to vent and talk to either...
