We've been ttc, a second time, for the past 5 years. There were unsuccessful chlomid cycles, inseminations, and an unsuccessful invitro. Aside from endometriosis, the doctors say there is absolutely no reason why we're not having many, many babies. But we're not. We gave up, because going through those strong emotions and ending in defeat, again and again, was just too overwhelming. This month, I spontaneously had all of these tell-tale pregnancy symptoms. I actually wrote them out, and the list was 18 symptoms long. The timing was right, and I've never spontaneously thought I was pregnant, before. I thought, with all of these symptoms, it was absolutely a sign. I just took a negative pregnancy test (14 dpo), and my husband and I are just crushed.