Why am I so scared to even go pee? I'm so afraid to see blood, I cant seem to relax but I'm gonna try, not like I can do anything more to prevent miscarriage then I'm doing now, I have 1 frer left and I'll do it this afternoon, my beta should be around 75 or so today, I wont use it now cause i peed no joke at least 6 times in the middle of the night