Smoking! This is awful & open to be criticised I should be as well! After everything we have been through seeing our baby on my first scan should have been all I needed to quit 100%! My OH hates it & I dont blame him yet he trying to understand too I said to him yesterday "Im a bad Mummy" & he said I wasnt but I feel it so why again is that not enough to bin my ciggys! I was sure on my first scan nothing would be there & on my second Friday I had again the worst in mind. None of it is sinking in all I have is sore boobs No sickness maybe a splurt of it every now & then. I wish I had it maybe that would put me off even more. Ive gone from 40 to 10 or less a day so ¾ of the way but its not good enough is it? I gave it a good bash the other day by 8pm I was ready to kill my OH seriously I was all over the place so angry even he said to go & get a cigarette I was that bad. Ive looked round the internet today even bought herbal patches called zero nicotine http://www.herbalhealthuk.co.uk/product.php?xProd=55&xSec=2 Reading around its not considered ok in pregnancy I even bought filters like these one: http://www.magic25filter.com Looked up herbal cigarettes . They all say not safe in pregnancy or along those lines... Should I listen? Would they be better than an actual cigarette?