Morning girls, I am pregnant with my 3rd baby (you would think I would be good at this by now!) but I am having a really rough time - I keep having recurring dreams, every single night that I go to the loo and see loads of blood and my tiny baby lying at the bottom of it, I freak out as I dont know what to do and want to get it out of the loo but I cant as I am too scared, I wake up in tears, cold with sweat and run to the loo to make sure it was all a dream 
I have absolutely no symptoms except extreme cramping and AF type pains - I just dont know how I am going to get through the next 8 weeks. We never planned this baby (very happy though) as I knew I would never survive the stress of the first trimester again (I was a complete mess with my last 2 babies too) I am battling to function and burst into tears everytime I go to the loo - how can I get through this - the days are so long, sorry for the TMI and the rant xxxx
I have absolutely no symptoms except extreme cramping and AF type pains - I just dont know how I am going to get through the next 8 weeks. We never planned this baby (very happy though) as I knew I would never survive the stress of the first trimester again (I was a complete mess with my last 2 babies too) I am battling to function and burst into tears everytime I go to the loo - how can I get through this - the days are so long, sorry for the TMI and the rant xxxx
First tri is horrible for everything being unknown. Could you ask for an earlier scan possibly to alleviate your anxieties? Maybe if you talk to your Dr/midwife and explain how upset you are.
