I started out with problems with DS's weight loss. It was 20% of his birth weight. We discovered my supply wasn't great and he wasn't latching well. We were committed to the hospital overnight where I pumped around the clock and boosted my supply. I fed him and supplemented with milk or formula. I developed an oversupply. Then, a month and a half ago, my supply crashed. I guess it was a combination of stress, a diet, and the use of my frozen supply (less nursing) that caused it. But it crashed. And he fell off the growth chart. The doctor said I had to supplement with formula. I did. I still nursed, but I will admit I got VERY lazy. Since there was formula now to back me up and since I was no longer doing my very best to avoid it, I just let it go a little. But I realized my mistake and decided I needed to try harder. He's 3 1/2 months now. After starting again, nursing him was tough. His latch is still very shallow and he was getting frustrated. I was in a lot of pain. So I started pumping. I pumped on a 2-3 hour schedule with 4-5 hours of sleep. I am using a hospital grade pump. I am trying to nurse when I'm able and pumping after he's asleep (he sleeps for 8 hours). I've been taking Fenugreek, Blessed Thistle, Fennel, Brewer's Yeast, Oatmeal. I've taken hot baths, tried to relax, drank liters upon liters of water. I've been doing this for a month. My breasts HURT almost all the time. I'm tired all the time. I could be sleeping 8 hours with my sleeping baby but I'm not! I'm only sleeping 5 and I'm exhausted! And in this month, I have only gone from drops of milk up to about 1-1.5 ounces per session (sometimes 2-3 if I let it go longer between sessions). It's driving me completely nuts! I just want to give up. Does anyone know anything I haven't tried? I can't take Reglan, and the other one everyone recommends is not approved in the US where I live. I'm in tears now because I feel like such a failure. I know this is happening because I got lazy and now I can't fix it! Any thoughts?