Hey there,
I feel like you do often (actually right now this minute I feel lonely)...Everyone tells me to be patient but its hard when you have been trying for a long time and month after month you say that you will not get your hopes up but before you know every little thing that I feel is a possible symptom or sign...I am glad the chocolate helped, for me its twix bars and vanilla ice cream...My friends all have kids and the ones that do not have kids do not want them so they can not sympathize with me...I hope you feel better soon and know that there are many of us out there that feel ya girl and feel the same way you do...It is comforting to know that I am not loosing my mind and I am not as alone as I thought.
HUGGGSSSSS FROM NEW YORK