I've had enough. I'm with such a selfish person, we were very close to splitting before I found out I was pregnant, hence why it was a shock and hard to get my head around. So we decided to give it another go. To be honest my heart isn't in it but I'm trapped. This is our 3rd baby and I have no life. I go to work, come home, take care of kids. He never ever takes the kids out. I was just getting a bit if freedom back. Just. And I'm back to square one. Today is my brother and stepdads birthday. I asked him to have my youngest for an hour so I could go to the meal, without having to sort her out, basically to relax, and have some time with my family. Don't get me wrong, usually id take her but the last few days she's been having really bad terrible two episodes Anyways he said no. And I didn't go. And he speaks to me like crap. My morning sickness is awful I've been off work the past few days and he still makes me do the school run even though I'm really poorly. Sorry about the rant I'm just afraid I'm doing the wrong thing, or I should try and do it alone. Yep it'll be hard, but what can I do? I'm so down I can't even think straight. I've tried talking to him but it doesn't work.