I have had a crazy week. I had some weird spotting saturday, then sunday brownish mucus when i wiped, monday i bled during sex(which i only did with my first pregnancy) so nothing all day yesterday, and so ofcourse I started thinking wow this must really be it, FINALLY I'm going to get my we've been trying for 3 years!!!! I was trying not to get my hopes up but then I started spotting a little again today and so I'm positive I'm going to start tomorrow or Friday like I should. I have been so confused and trying so hard all week to not get so excited about it, but I did anyways and now I'm depresed. And the sad thing is that even though we won't be using any "birth control" we wont be actively charting or trying again till atleast July because my husband deploys to Iraq for 6 months in August. So.... to anyone else who didn't get their this month and good luck next month!