Im feeling quite down these past couple of days!! I have what feels like constant headaches! Which is prob due to my bp (which I had blood tests for)!! STILL my shoes are not fitting me... my trainers kill me after 30 minutes at the gym! My water retention is still bad to the point of when I get out of bed and have been resting thim I struggle to walk the first few steps! I hate the way Im looking... I know my diet is heading in the right direction but Im hating it! Im still huge compared to how I was before!! I brought size 18 jeans the other day I hate it! I dont feel comfortable, hence I dont enjoy social events etc!! And all I want to do is eat junk and I HATE that I cant enjoy a day of bingeing anymore!! With no idea of when Im going to get financially stable I cant even look forward to a family holiday next year which I really wanted to do!! Ill prob feel better next week but I just needed to just have this rant.... !!