motherofboys
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I was ttc 2 and a half years for this baby and now, although there is a large part of me that is just thankful that I get a baby, I'm already feeling the 'hope it's a girl'
I've spent the the telling myself out will be a boy, but I simply can not imagine a little boy this time. With my others I could imagine a baby boy in blue. This time every time I think about the baby I see a girl. When I think about the future or telling people J and 's birthdays are 4 weeks apart and Z and (insert baby initial here) it's always a little girl in my head, a head full of little blonde girls running away from me.
I've never been this bad.
With my first I wanted a boy and just knew he was a boy. My 2nd every time I thought maybe it's a girl a voice in my head said "yeah, except it's a boy" and with my 3rd I just knew even before I was pregnant that I would be having another boy. I couldn't picture a girl.
I feel like I'm setting myself up for a fall. I've just been looking at clothes and refuse to even look at girl stuff, and usually all baby clothes make me melt, but this time the boys stuff isn't doing anything for me.
I know whatever the baby is I will love it but for the first time I'm really worried about GD.
I've spent the the telling myself out will be a boy, but I simply can not imagine a little boy this time. With my others I could imagine a baby boy in blue. This time every time I think about the baby I see a girl. When I think about the future or telling people J and 's birthdays are 4 weeks apart and Z and (insert baby initial here) it's always a little girl in my head, a head full of little blonde girls running away from me.
I've never been this bad.
With my first I wanted a boy and just knew he was a boy. My 2nd every time I thought maybe it's a girl a voice in my head said "yeah, except it's a boy" and with my 3rd I just knew even before I was pregnant that I would be having another boy. I couldn't picture a girl.
I feel like I'm setting myself up for a fall. I've just been looking at clothes and refuse to even look at girl stuff, and usually all baby clothes make me melt, but this time the boys stuff isn't doing anything for me.
I know whatever the baby is I will love it but for the first time I'm really worried about GD.