I am due to have my period tomorrow ... if I miss it will be my second one in a row. Every hpt comes back negative. Each time I've had more than a few syptoms I've taken the test and it's always negative. To the point I've convinced myself it's a hysterical pregnancy... until two weeks ago when I was rubbing off after a shower and my left breast started leaking. Did a little freak out because breast cancer runs in my family and I figured 'this is it' now my cancerous lump is leeching out of my nipple. My sister was a practical nurse before becoming a teacher so I asked her about it... my sister is four years younger than me... so I felt like a real tool when she told me it's colustrum. And I've argued with her that it can't be because I'm not pregnant... hpt is my proof. She is just laughing at me and so is my Mom... especially because HP Sauce is basically my only food group and I even put it on bananas! I hate HP Sauce. But I crave it so much! You're probably wondering why I haven't done the blood test... I hate to admit this too but... superstition. I didn't think I was a superstitious person... after last year when I did multiple hpt, all negative, then went to the doctor for 'the test' to see if I was it also came back negative. Two weeks later, I miscarried. Saw my little grey bean after he passed out of my body. Two weeks after, my blood work came back and now the doctor said 'you were pregnant'. Thanks, doc, I already knew that. So, I've decided to wait until my third missed period and then I will go in. Surely by that time hpt will be positive... but if not, who cares? A woman knows. And I no longer think my body is 'faking' or 'hysterical' in any way shape or form. I wish you all the best!
